its been long that i have taken a peek into my blog, what's kept me away? well, its my own fear of looking within myself...unable to answer the million questions that keep popping in my mind, but i'm sure there is a lesson learnt at the end of the day, and the journey still continues..
just that now its a new begining... and a hope that this time, things will be handled with a lot more sense, and trust!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
a new begining
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
its new....
its important that old things die, so that something new can be born...
a wish for a better tomorrow... a quest for a better self!
wishing all a happy 2009!!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
the truth
hey if you think that i'm always cribbing, sad... well that is not the case, i'm a very very happy person! so here is a big smile from me!
Heartbroken
03:00 PM - But there is something that has made me a little upset… a friend of mine has got some work which he is happy about, happy enough that he had time to post that on his blog, but no time to tell me… guess sometimes it works better not to expect much from people around you… the sad bit is, it applies only when you are at the receiving end, at the giving end you are always expected to give all information… I’m a kind of person who hardly shares, and this gets me into trouble with my close circle of people! I sometimes have so many things that keep working on my mind that I really don’t know what to say and what not, and I choose to keep mum… don’t know if this is a crime… it never gets accepted… ah well more than anything as of now I’m hurt (P.S- the most silly things hurt me, I’m that extra sensitive) but what the fuck you expect your friends to share their happy moments with them, it would have made me happy for him as well! I would truthfully have been! I can’t believe that I’m actually crying and these dam tears don’t be stopping, I did not think that I was all this hurt, but somewhere deep down there I’m! I would have never done that, I would have told him if something good would have happened with me- this relationship is special for me, and I hope it is the same for him as well.
It feels so stupid that every time you set yourself on a relationship, you hope it works… I see it working beautifully for so many people so why the hell will it not work for me! I’m not all that bad…
So what I’m doing now, listening to some songs that are making me feel all the more nostalgic!
Welcome to Singapore
The airport looks great, but I did not have enough charge on my camera to be taking picture!! The place is so beautiful, clean- I’m amazed, no wonder people who come to India speak about the difference… hey wait, when people come to India they actually don’t mind dropping garbage on the street, why not take care, I’m sure it will make a difference! I’m alone after a long time; it feels great just to be on my own- for a change. I’m somehow feeling very safe and happy in Singapore… feels like I have some old ties with this city. It feels so familiar, so much like home… who knows I might make this home sometime! I’m enjoying e very moment of this solitude! I’m peaceful and happy after a long time…
I love the room in which I’m staying in, it has these nice windows which gives a beautiful view of the city… shades of white and the flooring is of wood… a sexy restroom, to drown yourself after a long tiring day at work, well today it will be after a good long flight and some unneeded tension… I love the houses, it is pretty i wish i have something like this of my own!
Confusion, confusion…
well I felt like an idiot, yes I don’t think anyone will be as stupid as I was… don’t think anyone in the whole world would have read 00:50 as 05:30… duh! God knows from where the 05:30 got into my mind that I did not care to check my ticket… I was all set to travel, luggage packed, cab arranged, final goodbyes said, last minute shopping done (that was till about 23:00 IST) and we were cruising our way to the airport… Ma said that they will wait for 15 minutes till I was gone and my usual resistance did not help in any way! Phew well that was good for, the crap I had screwed up my flight timings and missed my flight! But hey… I know I don’t have any excuse or anything to say! I contacted the flight office, their customer service and finally… finally managed to postpone my travel for the next day- lesson learnt, look at the time of departure on your ticket! At least show it to people so that if you’re dumb, you can rely on others sense of time!!
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
uncertain
...love, life and relations are so uncertain! u never know what is in store for u!
but whatever it might be, it is for your own good!
i'm feeling pretty insecure today... worried as to what tomorrow has in store for me... but all i ask is the strength to take whatever comes my way!
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